oh,i dont dont know what i can do to help but i am here if u ever need to talk more about your feelings. im so sorry that u just feel so hopeless right now,but we all here understand u and i DO understand what its like to feel completely hopeless and empty and try to be well and help others,but thats really hard when we are not ok ourselves.
how can we help others when we cant even help ourselves?
u feel guilty for that and so do i.
u know,with BPD,its normal having those kind of feelings(unless something really serious just happened to you)and u just have to fight it back.
dont let the pain inside u eat you,eat your soul and existence,alive.
everytime u feel down like that,u are feeding the negative and u are feeding the pain. that way,it will just keep growing,growing and growing until u `disappear´...
i am also coping..im coping beside YOU. u are NOT giving up. we both aren`t. it may take a while to see the light at the end of the tunnel,but i assure u,you will get there. WE will get there.
and its great what u said about this site helping you through these days.
u just gotta keep going here and talk to people that know what u are going through and will try to help u.
this is like a roller coaster.
we are all in this together!
please pm me if u ever need to talk some more. no one here will judge you. this is a safe place. you are safe here. :)
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