youre not wasting anyones time, and you DO deserve care.
i dont have any advice for you as im going through a difficult time too but know that there are always people that care about you, on ryl and real life.
be safe hun xxx
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
*Gives you a big cuddle* Im really sorry that you feel this way and that your struggling. Are you able to tell us more about whats happening for you? What is it thats making you feel this way? Do you have any support? Is there anyone close to you who you could talk to about how you feel? If you dont have support could you make an appointment with your doctor?
Please dont take your own life, we all really care about you suicide isnt the answer you can get through this. Please think about how it would effect everyone around you, suicide effects the people around you in so many different ways. I urge you to go to A&E as soon as possible especially if you feel you will attempt to take your own life. I dont want anything to happen to you. Please stay safe. Keep talking to us, im here for you.
the doctors are the problem, i've spent the last 2 days begging my counsellor for help, telling her that i can't fight this much longer. so eventually 2day these people from a mental health centre spoke to me but they just said that they don't think that's the best place for me to go and that they will contact me some before the weekend
THE WEEKEND?!
its only tuesday, how am i supposed to hold on that long?
then i get home and all i heard was@
"your mad"
"no one wants you around cause your depressing"
"maybe they should just give you drugs and lock you away"
"you're such a drama queen"
IT DIDNT STOP AT THAT EITHER
i can't help thinking that she's right, no one wants me here
i want to disappear
"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars"
- Oscar Wilde
Well, I can tell you right now that I don't hate you. I CARE about you. You might think "you don't know me very well." That might be true, but I still care about you and you won't be able to change it no matter what you do, what you've done, or what is happening in your life. I will ALWAYS CARE!
*HUGS*
It hurts me to hear you say that you brought it on yourself and that you deserve it. Sweetie please stop for a minute and really thing about that. Would you say that to the rest of us here...that we brought it on ourselves and we deserve the pain and everything we have gotten? I don't think so. I know you have a good heart. I know you know the truth.
It's much easier to look at someone else's pain and situation and see it clearly. It's harder to look clearly at our own.
No matter what you have done in your life (none of us are perfect, hun), you DO NOT deserve it! You deserve our support, care, and attention. You deserve much more out of life that you are getting.
You don't deserve the pain and what you are facing now. You DO NOT haave to face it alone. We are here for you. Waiting...we want to hear more, want to be there for you, support you, do what we can...just give us a chance.
Don't slam the door because you were feeling vulnerable and emotional and you were hearing those negative messages play in your head. Open yourself up and let something good come in. Please.
*hugs*
We'll be here when you are ready.
Please PM me anytime. I'll support you in every way I can.
As been said there are people who care about ya! I know that when we're feeling at our worst that it doesen't always seem that way! And the medical profession can be intensely slow at getting the process rolling, but hopefully when it starts the pace will pick up!
But as you've seen uv got answers showing that people care, so hopefully that ll pick you up a wee bit!
