Triggering (SI/Suicide) - really desperate

cat-claw · 08-11-2008, 01:52 PM

don't no what to do. feeling really suicidal and I am really scared of what i am going to do. I cant see a way out anymore. i am really desperate and scared. I have a eating disorder and thats really bad at the moment. everythings getting on top of me its everything theirs no way out anymore.

Akira · 08-11-2008, 02:03 PM

I don't know what to say at the moment apart from theres always a way out and theres always hope. Even if there doesn't seem to be any. If you hold on in there things will get better.
*hugs* Take care x

Breeze · 08-11-2008, 02:04 PM

How about calling a friend? Or ask someone to come around and watch a dvd. Distract yourself with things you know can help. Do you have any out of hours contacts?

cat-claw · 08-11-2008, 02:17 PM

i don't have any out of hours contacts apart from a&e or friends, but I don't feel like i can use them right now. i could try and distact myself for a bit, but I don't think thats going to work right now.

Breeze · 08-11-2008, 02:21 PM

Friends are there for you though. So think about that maybe.
Keep yourself busy.
What do you normally do to distract yourself?

cat-claw · 08-11-2008, 02:30 PM

I watch tv or dvds or read and sometimes I play games.

Breeze · 08-11-2008, 02:33 PM

How about inviting someone over for watching DVD? It will distract but also you'll get to see someone too. You don't have to say about feeling bad. Just say you would like some company. Or you can say how you are feeling and I'm sure they would listen and be there for you.

Breeze · 08-11-2008, 07:19 PM

How are you doing?
PM me if you wanna.

Cazki · 08-11-2008, 11:40 PM

*Cuddles you* Im sorry your feeling this way and that your having such a tough time. Are you able to talk to us about what it is thats making you feel sucidal? Do yu have any idea of what it is thats making you feel this way? Do you have proffessional support? Even though you may not feel like going to A&E right now i think you should as it will enable you to get the support you need. If you dont reach out for support then things could get worse. Please reach out for support i dont want anything to happen to you, i care about you and so do many others here at ryl.

Have you tried looking at the fun and distractions forum? Here is a link to the fun and distractions forum http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...splay.php?f=22 and this is the big distractions page http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1403 If you dont have proffessional support could you make an appointment with your doctor to talk about htings? Stay strong you will get through this. Please dont end your life. We are all here for you.

Take care best wishes Ian