... there is a man outside and he's in a black coat and wearing a black hat and he's spying on me. I am only in my nightie so I feel a bit indecent The voices are telling me to cut myself even though they are calmer than usual. I am so tempted to cut myself just to make them go away! He will be there looking at me when I do it though. That's not right is it? I hope he hasn't come to take me away I am so worried guys I can't even go and tell my neighbour because he'll capture me probably =(...
Is there something you can do to disract yourself? Close the curtains and lock doors it will make you feel safer. Call a friend ask someone to come around? Do you have any number to call, out of hours help etc?
Try to not SI, distract yourself, have a nice bath/hot shower. Watch a dvd or play online.
I want to kiss the bottom of the ocean before I burst through its surface into the sunlight, otherwise I will always be wondering about what was left unseen at the bottom
i'm tired of chasing my dreams. i'm just gonna ask where they're going, and hook up with them later.
I can hear them and they wont go away, arghhh! They are telling me to jump out of the window and have been telling me to do that ever since I called my CPN on Monday. They are driving me crazy, and as for this spy, he's watching me *closes curtains - good idea* he is so creepy. He will try and take me away if Igo outside, so I can't fall into his trap!
Oh God! I am so close to crawling out of that window right now and just letting go! I don't know what the **** to do. I just want them to leave me alone NOW! NOW! now? please? *cries* I hope I break something in the process! =(
Hunni *BIG HUG* please try to calm down. Take some deep breaths. Harming yourself wont help, and you will probably regret it. I know how it feels to be so desperate though. Please know that i care, and am willing to listen to you. xxx
*hugs* please calm down. I care too although I can't get my words out properly. If you are seeing things and feeling so scared, perhaps you should go to A&E?
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I can't go to A&E because my brother is coming round for the night and he would suspect that something is wrong. I don't want all the questions I really don't. I think I am going to try and distract myself for this weekend and call my psych on monday. I swear these voices are going to drive me crazy if they carry on =(
Distractions are good. I'm sorry I suggested A&E, that was silly. But on Monday you must call your psych.
You're welcome xxx
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I glad you have someone to talk to....keep the curtains closed....tell me how the psych goes tomorrow....
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
The voices are telling me to cut myself even though they are calmer than usual. I am so tempted to cut myself just to make them go away! He will be there looking at me when I do it though. That's not right is it? I hope he hasn't come to take me away 
I am so worried guys 
I can't even go and tell my neighbour because he'll capture me probably =(...
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