I injured so badly my husband called an ambulence, The crew asked for all meds I was on. I was left in a cubical with all my meds and overdoesed in the hospital. I went in wednesday eve and came back tonight still in the same place with the same support as I went in. I feel crapp but I do want to get past this.
I had a three unit transfusion and and now feel too physically well, it just creates a greater need to injure to get back to the state I was in. It's like an eating disorder of the blood, I'm compelled beyond my control to be ill.
"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same too so we are not that different you and I.
You'll be surprised to know how far you can go from the point where you thought it was the end.
*hugs* do you think that you need to be brutally honest with your psych? I am really shocked that you injured badly and then OD-ed and they didn't consider further help. That's grounds for complaint.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I'm considered not mad enough for psychiatry and too mad for psychology and the CMHT just don't want to know, all I can do is continue the way I am until something or someone stops me.
"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same too so we are not that different you and I.
You'll be surprised to know how far you can go from the point where you thought it was the end.
I'm considered not mad enough for psychiatry and too mad for psychology and the CMHT just don't want to know, all I can do is continue the way I am until something or someone stops me.
*hugs* do you have a diagnosis at all? I think you just need to see a better doctor. You need help and I wish I could help you get better treatment...You deserve better.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I have BPD, social anxiety, and Clinical depression. My GP has been very good and gets so frustrated that I am just rejected by the CMHT and the Crisis team. and I just keep ending up in A&E.
"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same too so we are not that different you and I.
You'll be surprised to know how far you can go from the point where you thought it was the end.
I'm sorry to hear that things are really bad for you right now Aly. It makes me so angry that CMHT just refuse people treatment or seem to lack the capacity to help people.
I hope that when you see your psych next week you have some luck :)
*hugs* don't let your shrink BS you about. I am glad that your GP is lovely.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!! 