I am no stranger to darkness and you can picture me there sitting in the dark by your side- content to stay there... when in the dark it seems sometimes like you are alone, but others are there, you just can't see them. I will stay there for as long as it takes.
You don't have to be in it alone if you don't want to... we are here.
I am so sad hearing you call yourself a failure and about all the lashing out you are doing towards yourself.
I don't think I am the only one, but I have had those days, weeks, and yes- even months sometimes, when I felt like a failure. I felt like nothing was ever going to get better, felt like giving up, wondered why I was even fighting so hard when there seemed to be no point.
At the time no matter what anyone said, it seemed like it would not get better. I didn't think anyone really understood. That did change.
I hope you know we accept you just as you are and however you feel, you aren't alone, we are here for you, and that we don't want to see you give up on yourself. You are worth more than that whether you feel it right now. I believe you are worth it.
You deserve love and support, care and understanding, and it's human to make mistakes if you really did make one. It doesn't mean you should condemn yourself. If we all did that...the whole world would be in big trouble right?
Please try to remember you have us here and try to be gentle with yourself.
You have hurt enough.
If you ever want to talk please PM me or Email me.
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