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Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Stuck In a Script?
i'm finding myself(s) going to that familiar dark place. the place where i'm walking some sort of knife edge between this reality and the Other One. where i'm kinda going out of my head. where i want to pull the covers up and listen to the Black album by the Damned over and over again. where i read books about girls who cut themselves and listen to the Dresden Dolls first album and then i cut myself and then i stop doing my daily routine and then i wind up back in the hospital.
i see myself setting it all into motion again and yet i can't make it stop. does anyone else go through this? does anyone else see themselves walking down those same old street over and over, unable to stop?
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