Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Why shouldn't tonight be the night *also OD trig*

[ThinkingofRecovery]

Definitely not looking for sympathy.

I'm fat, disgusting, pathetic, waste of space. I'm no use to anyone. Is there really a genuine reason to hang on in there? I don't want to hurt my close family members and hope that the letters written to them at various points will help them. They think they will miss me but that is because society has conditioned them to think that they should miss me, but won't in reality. I've fought the noise for so long and if my life is one in which I will always have to fight them, why should it carry on?

I don't need sympathy etc, just rational reasons.

Why carry on?

[ThinkingofRecovery]

Trying to be sick. Want it all to end. Crisis team won't speak to me because I've been drinking. Doesn't change the voices though does it, someone let them stop. I don't want to be like this. Please help me.

[Ragdoll]

Similar reply you gave to me - not much helpful to say but I hope you find someone to help