erm drinking?

[gina]

in the last month Ive had a lot of problems and personal issues...my life has basically been ruined and everything changed....noone wants or needs details.....anyway..... I have been drunk every day for the last month...realised it has been a month now and yeah.....any ideas?
I just feel like i kinda need to be drunk or stoned or whatever in order to be NORMAL. so that noone will see whats going on....I dont want that....but now I cant sleep at all....Ive not slept for about a week....I am so tired and I cant sleep....I am drinking a minimum of 2 bottles of wine alone before going out and socialising....and it is not a replacement for SI it is purely to help me be NORMAL... I dont really know why Im posting this.....could do with support I guess

I understand very much that you can feel as if Alcohol can make you feel better in situations but being drunk everyday for a month must be seriosuly damaging your physical and mental health.
Please please go see a docter or someone proffesional asap, try to go see them with as little alcohol in your system as you can.
Sorry if that wasn't very good advice but Im very concerned.
God bless x