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18-10-2008, 08:03 PM
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I am a leaf on the wind; watch how I soar
Join Date: Mar 2007
Location: Somewhere, but I'm not really sure
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Triggering (SI) - numb inside. needed to feel
One step forward, two steps back. That's the best way to describe my life. An ever downward spiral with the occasional bump upwards but ultimately I'm on an inescapable course down into oblivion.
I've felt so pointless these last few days. the world has been felt through cotton wool. I've been separated from reality and felt nothing but the misery growing inside my core like a seed of darkness taking root.
Well now I've felt something again. I've slipped and cut. I tried so much not to cut. I've felt the need growing stronger and stronger over the last week and tonight I gave in.
no hope.
I'll be trapped in pain and blood forever.
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Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife"
06.November.2011
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18-10-2008, 08:08 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: bangor
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did you take care of your cut? i hope things get better!!
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last cut- Novemember 23, 2008
*Live,Laugh,Love*
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19-10-2008, 01:03 AM
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fly to hope,love and freedom
Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: trapped within the prison of me
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i know how you feel.....
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19-10-2008, 01:07 AM
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feeling like a failure...
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: in my own little world...
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*hugs Adam*
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We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
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20-10-2008, 10:46 AM
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Jane
Join Date: Oct 2007
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I'm so sorry you feel so low right now. But there is hope.
Always.
It may sound daft. But when i feel the way you do, i just seem to observe the world rather than take part, but by observing i see little things like birds flying in the sky, or something like a river & it gives me hope that when things are so natural & normal, that my life can come back to normality too. It makes me want to fight, because i want to experience all the wonderous things.
Is there anything that you really wanted/want to do?
Maybe you could keep that in mind & fight for that? You'll be suprised at how easily you can be inspired sometimes.
How are you feeling today?
<3
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"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay"
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