such a predicament

[nothing_else_matters]

ok so this is rather complicated but please bare with me.

i am a lesbian and living next door to me at my fathers house is a lesbian couple. lets call them sarah and julie. julie has an 11 year old son.

in the holidays i got extremely drunk and ended up in tears on sarahs shoulder talking about my sexuality and this girl that i used to like and all that sort of stuff and i said something along the lines of 'no one would ever want to date me' and sarah said 'if things were different then i would'. shes 30 by the way and im 15.

on saturday her and julie went out with my dad and step mum and when they got in we all had some drinks together. me and sarah were chatting in my room when she said out of the blue 'do you fancy me?' and i do so i asked 'why?' and she said because she cant stop thinking about me and i admitted that i liked her. we kissed and then chatted again and she said that things are really strained between her and julie and that although she does love julie she isnt in love with her anymore and that she loves me to the extent that when she is in bed with julie she is thinking about me. she said she wants us to be together properly and run away together and buy a camper van and live in it but i know that isnt really a possibility. what should i do?? she told me to think about all the options and i wont be seeing her for a couple of weeks. i feel really bad for julie but im in love. what should i do?? i cant stop crying but at the same time i feel deliriously happy that she likes me.

ADVICE!!

xx

[88shelz]

wow you are 15 and this woman is 30!!!!
hun this is wrong.
you are minor and this woman is an adult.
whether you are straight, bisexual or gay...this is out of line.

please try distnace yourself.

[Tig]

I agree with Michelle, this isn't right at all - on Sarah's part.
You are 15 years old sweetheart, and it feels to me like she is taking advantage of you. Perhaps she does care about you but if she really cared, she wouldn't be asking you, at 15 years old, to be making these decisions.
As Michelle said, try and keep a distance.

xxx