<3 Erin you will get through this, you are a very strong person.
RYL is here to support you through this difficult time even if you dont want to talk about what is going on. I will be thinking of you erin and if you need to speak about anything i am here for you x
i told myself when i was quitting that there woiuld always be just one day of the year that i would allow myself to cut if i felt like i needed it. that's today.
i told myself when i was quitting that there woiuld always be just one day of the year that i would allow myself to cut if i felt like i needed it. that's today.
If you want to put a smile on his face, then dont cut. Change your promise to NEVER cut on this day! Change your promise to celebrate the life and love. To remember fondly and to be strong.
I just spent half an hour wrapping bottles in bubblewrap and fighting off flashbacks. Now I feel sick in the stomach. I want to go home. I want this to be okay. I've been doing so well, and bam, it's like all the okayness I have acheived has just flown out the window.
I really want to bawl my eyes out. No crying at work though. That's a no no.
oh darlin *cuddles you tightly* I can't begin to imagine how hard this day must be right now. Are you able to go home a little early? Go for a long walk, have a drink, have a bath and go to bed?
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
I hope you're feeling better darling.
I'm thinking of you. You're stronger than you think you are and VERY much loved. I'm sure I would help if I could but I don't know what to say.
I know how you feel is such a cliche and not entirely ture; we all feel the same things differently. But I empathise and I'm here if ever you need me.
Love you Erin'ness.
Iz x
You might win one battle.
But know this; I'll win the ****ing war.
