Triggering (SI/OD) - I'm not safe with myself. Help Please.

[InsufficientFunds]

I'm very scared. Sitting here and I just want this all to end right now, I'm sick of this. One minute I'm so happy the next I want to cut myself to pieces and just end it all. I know I shouldn't have these thoughts, I should be happy with my friends who love me and would be so hurt if I took my life. But at times I just don't care. I'm sick of feeling hate towards myself and I'm sick of that horrible pain in my stomach it never goes away and i want it to so badly.
I don't want to do this, I don't want my life to be held by a sharp and a bottle. I wish I was normal and happy like everyone around me.
I want to die so badly and I hate myself for it, i need help so badly. I need someone to talk to me right now please.

[_zombie]

don't feel like you should feel a certain way because you have friends who love you, or you think you have it better than others.
everyone needs to let their feelings out every once in a while.
and i'm here to talk to you.
i'll stay on this thread, or you could instant message me, or PM me.
whichever your more comfortable with<3

x

[jadedfaerie]

i know how you're feeling. hell i was there last night. i'm here if you want to talk. pm me anytime

[InsufficientFunds]

Thank you guys so much. I made it through last night without doing anything I regret. I don't know what I'd do without everyone on here. Thank you again.

[Dannerus_Maximus]

That's why I truly love this community. It makes me happy to know I can be there for someone and that someone can be there for me. I hope you are doing ok! I'm glad to hear that you are still safe and sound! Take care!