going to uni

i go on saturday and i wont see my mum for longer than 15 mins cus shes allways over at her partners house with him n his daughter we were suppose to be going out for a meal tonight but i got angry at her yesterday cus she just went to pick up her step daughter when i needed help with my packing and i just wanted a hug off her but no she cnt do that can she. so i find out they didnt book the restraunt and now my friends have cancelled on me so i wont get to say gud bye to them. my student finance is going to be late cus they have messed up with that. im struggling neway. sorry i know im ramberling didnt know where else to put it.
how am i gonna cope at uni if im like this now

[sparklyshoes]

the first couple of weeks are the hardest and then it will start to settle down, I hope you are alright and just remember you are doing this for yourself, you are the most important person at the minute, you will make new friends at uni and your mom will probably appreciate the time you spend with her after you move away. x

[realflifefaerie]

Student loans messed mine up too, but I'm sure it won't be too much later. Make lists of what you need to pack and it makes it easier, believe me its worth the extra time.
I'm sure things will settle down, everyone I know including myself is stressed about going.
Sorry if this hasnt helped

xxx

no u have all helped loads got quite a bit done today ive nearly finished woo. aparently im more organised then most of my friends. i just want everything to go right as ive waited for this for wat seems like a lifetime even though it was an extra year

[blondiebear]

Once you get to uni, you will develop a routine that helps you feel comfortable.
It sounds like you understand what is going on, but it still stinks what your mom is doing.