I've used the advanced search feature on all public forums that you have access to and can't find anything; I also tried searching using my RSS client which has Feeds from all publicly accessible boards and shows most threads which have been deleted (i still see the first post

). Though, all of this was to no avail apart from a thread i remember reporting but that was way before you joined and it got deleted by the moderators.
There are a few possibilities. You may have possibly muddled up this forum with another? Maybe remembered the facts wrong and been talking about the eZine thread (
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ad.php?t=63218 )? Alternatively this thread never existed, and you may have mis-read something else while in a hurry? There are many other probable explanations, but if none of them fit then it will be almost impossible to locate without any more details i'm afraid.
Take Care,
Josh
(apologies for any poor spelling or explaining and layout... i'm still not right but i needed something to keep me busy :-P)