Can you see me?

Stellata · 16-09-2008, 05:58 PM

I'm feeling sad, bleak, weighed down with years of sadness. Like I'm in a thick cloud of sadness. And noone can see in.

Can you see me?

midnight fairy · 16-09-2008, 06:33 PM

i can see you and i can hear you and i can relate to how your are feeling hun

big hugs

midnight xxxx

Stellata · 16-09-2008, 07:58 PM

Thank you.

I feel so invisible. So .. not here.

Stellata · 16-09-2008, 08:05 PM

I should probably post some more support replies.
But I'm tired.
Been at work all day.
Will probably go to bed soon.

Just now RYL feels like a large shopping mall, and everyone's going about their thing with everyone else, and I'm alone, bewildered and lost.

Becca · 16-09-2008, 08:13 PM

You do such a fantastic job of supporting us. We all apprecaite things have been hard for you and I certainly appreciate your words of wisdom on my thread.

*sits by Katherine in mall*

16-09-2008, 08:35 PM

*huggles* I hope your feeling better, I'll stand with you in the mall as well :)

Casper_Fading · 16-09-2008, 10:43 PM

hey katie honey! I SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *tackles and cuddles*

PM me anytime lovey

Yellow · 17-09-2008, 12:54 AM

i see a VERY lovely and caring and intelligent woman!!!
its Katie!!!
*snuggles close*
loves.
xxxxx

BoundNoMore · 17-09-2008, 01:14 AM

I see you Katie
*hugs*

crazykat · 17-09-2008, 01:18 AM

I SEE YOU, an amazing, strong woman. Feel free to PM me if you ever need to talk. Take care
Kat xxxx

All I'm Living For · 17-09-2008, 01:21 AM

i dont know you but i see you and i'll stand with you *huggles and cuddles lots*

soph.

risenfromperdition · 17-09-2008, 02:54 AM

i see you and hear you katie <3
*sends gentle hugs*

Stellata · 17-09-2008, 06:49 AM

Thanks everyone. :)

one_step_closer · 17-09-2008, 08:57 AM

I see you, and i'm here.

17-09-2008, 10:11 AM

I don't know you but I see you x hugs x

blondiebear · 17-09-2008, 02:13 PM

I hear you. For those of us who do the care taking, it is so difficult to ask for and accept help.

*joins the crowd of people surrounding you*

Stellata · 17-09-2008, 03:59 PM

Thank you.

I'm feeling really... sensitive, vulnerable, sad.

Thank you for seeing me.
Thank you for caring.

It's so cold inside me, so cold.
Reaching towards the warm places.
Aching for warmth.

Becca · 17-09-2008, 07:21 PM

~understands~ What would it take to feel warmth?

Stellata · 17-09-2008, 07:52 PM

That's a big question.
To feel loved and wanted and valued I guess - respected and needed and ... all those things I missed out on when I was younger.

Becca · 17-09-2008, 07:56 PM

It was rather a huge question wasn't it?!

You are well loved, wanted and valued here. Definitely you are well respected and defintely needed too. It doesn't help the part of you crying out for those things in your past I know.... but.... right *now* you have them here.