as some know , thursday will be one year since we lost her.
I miss her much it hurts.
*cries*
Im trying to think tho that i will enjoy the sunshine, the trees, the beauty i can find for her...it is what she wanted in her last memory to me. I was fortunate enough to recieve a message from her, that Jo pased along to me, moments before she died. I will never forget ....or her, BOTH of them. Jo if you see this know im grieving with you, altho i know your pain will be so very much more.sa special soul, but shes in your heart for always, in many of our hearts, and you too.
So , on thursday, i am going to my fav park, setting off a dozen black helium balloons (no pink for our girl ;o) ] ,i bought soem black roses and a candle. im just gpoing to sit in a nice spot,i know i'll find the 'right' one and i will stay maybe [ quite likely] hours, maybe moments...but i know for certain, i will cry and i dont care who sees.....
i hope maybe some others could do somehting special to honor her memory too.
I miss her so very much. My heart hurts with it.....
Amelia, my sunshine, i remember the words you gave me, i remember you, i will always remember you. I know you are pain free now and at peace. A very beautiful girl , with an even more beautiful soul....
Katie - The mods decided during the switch over to v3 that all "memorial" threads would be de-stickied after about 6 months to prevent a build up of stickies and to help promote the healing process. The threads still exist and can be bumped up during anniversaries and at special times if people want to add additional messages.
Well it breaks my heart to see you this way,
The beauty in life, where's it gone?
And somebody told me you were doing okay,
Somehow I guess they were wrong.
I miss her too but I was nowhere near as close to her as you were. I'm sending you lots of love and hugs. I will try to do something for her on Thursday too.
Sometimes the way in life seems cloudy...But remember, after the storm comes clear skies
That was beautiful Romp.
I never got a chance to meet Amelia, but it seems as if she was a lovely person who was (and who still is) deeply loved.
*huggles Romp*
We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
thk you all...and for those who can do something,pls share what it was... I love youAmelia (and Jo!!!!! hugs you tght during these dark days, pls, PLEASE, feel free to write,[if you can]. i hope you still have my addy...if not , PM and 'll give it you again ok?? I OFTEN wonder how you are...)
thanks for the hugs and kind words, VERY much thanks :o)
*gives hugs back*
My heart goes out to you and your deep friendship you had with your Amelia.
The balloon idea is a great one. At a time like this you need to follow your heart and do whats best for you and her. I hope you find some inner peace.
ive also been planning a balloon thingy.
i'm travelling to st james park to see the birds, things we often talked about sharing but never got the chance. i've written a card thats going to be tied to it.
love you lots ammie
That sound beatiful romp, I never knew Amelia, but how much people love her and hold her in their hearts is truely a testament to her, she must have been a very special soul, and I'm sure that wherever she is she will be looking over all her friends especially today (its thurs here in the UK) and I'm sure that she will be smiling at your tribute to her life, no need to worry over finding the right spot, I'm sure she'll show you Romp, those who we love will never truely die as long as they are in our hearts. I may never have known her but I will light a candle for her as she brightened so many lives. *hugs to anyone who needs them* Rest in Peace Amelia, I hope wherever you are you can see how many hearts you touched and much you are loved.
In The Wake Of All The Terror And The Hell, I Am Constantly Reminded All The Crosses That I Bear. You want to see me burn, I am living fire. You will know me by the scars I bear.
See the pain in my eyes See the scars deep inside My God, I'm down in this hole again. Everyone's asking questions No place is safe I'll forfeit resurrection To escape the pain I hate my life.
Eye'm sorry eye'm ugly, eye'm failing eye'm angry, eye'm fuct up eye'm different
I'm another person not lucky enough to have spoken with Amelia, but I can see from the kind words and love that you all have for her that she must have been rather special.
Having just lost a very important man in my life, I know the pain you're going through. And having been through it in the past I know I can honestly say it does get a little easier as time goes by and you will learn to live and smile again.
We all will.
Amelia, although I never met you and I regret that very much, I do hope you're at peace and are having a lovely moment listening to those who loved you the most.
Rest now, peacefully.
Iz x
P.S: Romp, you know where I am babe.
You might win one battle.
But know this; I'll win the ****ing war.
*hugs*
i have few words romp, i've tried to reply to this thread on more than one occassion. i hope that you (and all who knew her) are doing ok, these days are tough i know.
