thru the fish-eyed lens of tear-stained eyes,
I can barely define the shape of this moment in time.
And far from flying high, in clear blue skies;
I'm spiralling down to the hole in the ground where i hide.
If you negoiate the minefield in the bry
and the beat the dogs with cheap, cold electronic eyes,
and if ya make past the shotguns in the hall, dial the combination,
open the priest-hole
and if i'm in i'll tell ya....
There's a kid who had a big hallucination;
making love to girls in magazines.
He wonders if you're sleeping with your new-found faith.
Could anybody love him?
Or is it just a crazy dream......?
And if i.........show you my dark side
will you still hold me tonite?
And if i........open my heart to you;
show you my weak side
what would you do?
Would you sell your story to Rolling Stone?
Would you take the children away,and leave me alone?
And smile in reassurance, as you whisper down the phone?
Would you send me packing?
Or would you take me home?
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings,
thought i oughta tear the curtain down.
I held the blade, in trembling hands....
prepared to make it but....
just then the phone rang....
I never had the nerve to make the final cut.
- pink floyd
///////////////////////
but,
the phone never rang........
- me
sorry all, you are good to me....aways
sorry you two especially...
this is where i am
this i s why no reply....to anybody
sorry
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Just wanted to leave you some hugs for when you come on. I hope you come on soon and let us know more about what's going on for you. *hugs you tight* I miss you sweetheart. Love you lots!!!!
your non nakey sky blue jellybean
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
To all of you, i send these words. Words my hubby gave to me...i now give to yiou, you who have carried me, cared for me...just been YOU...
im sorry
these are all the words i have right now
im still sending from hell
But you know what???
**** EM IF THEY THINK IT WILL KEEP ME DOWN. THE BASTARDS WILL NOT WIN.
ROMP
I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what it's put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause' I will carry you till you
carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone
I wonder why nobody's waiting on you
I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times
I'd love to be the light that finds you
I see a silver lining on your cloud
I'll pick you up whenever you fall down
Just take my hand and I will help you stand
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause' I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is
Gone so you can live today
Seems so long to yesterday
Keep on counting on me to carry you till you carry on
Carry on
You know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me cause I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till that healing is done
And every time you fall apart
You can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
