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07-04-2007, 03:31 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: London area
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I'm not ok
dissociating quite badly.
triggered.
shaking.
scared.
close to tears.
flashback.
the people who posed as my friends at school, they 'took' my money every afternoon for sweets. every day at secondary school.
then he. the one who hated me. him too.
bullies.
am scared.
I need to retain my integrity and sense of personal choice.
the past is not now, but it feels like it right now.
am so close to crying right now.
need help coming back to present.
its safe now, isn't it?
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07-04-2007, 03:52 PM
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#2
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: London area
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I'm going to hide for a while.
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07-04-2007, 05:33 PM
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Face from the past
Join Date: Mar 2004
Location: Not where I used to be
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katherine it will be ok, just try and regroup its safe and im here if you need anything
xxx
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07-04-2007, 08:43 PM
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#4
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: London area
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Thanks Paperdreams for the hug... It means a lot.
And Nat, your thoughts and understanding means a lot too. I am doing a bit better now, calmer.
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07-04-2007, 09:43 PM
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Face from the past
Join Date: Mar 2004
Location: Not where I used to be
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Calmer is always good - do you know what triggered you? Take care and make sure you take some you time
xxxx
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07-04-2007, 11:03 PM
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The truth And Nothing But
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: states
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Hey sweetie, I'm sorry you feel so terrible right now. Sounds like you should let your body and mind rest! Things will get better sweetie, just hang in there. If you need anything Pm me.
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08-04-2007, 01:25 AM
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Turned Away In Disgrace
Join Date: Jun 2005
Location: Hampshire
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Just to let you know that i'm thinking of you. Hold on and stay safe,
Claire x
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You should make amends with you.
If only for better health.
But if you really want to live.
Why not try and Make Yourself?
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08-04-2007, 02:27 PM
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#9
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: London area
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Thanks everyone.
I'm a tad embarressed about what triggered me, but my feelings are/were very real. I can contain it though. Just a bit wary now. I slept well last night which helped. I did have dreams with bullies in [nothing really new. I get dreams like that periodically.] but I'll write them out and work through it.
I'm feeling a bit spaced out today. First time I've had a real rest in... a long time... and with my flatmates back, it feels .. different.
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12-04-2007, 03:27 AM
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Join Date: Apr 2007
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How are you feeling now? Sorry I didn't se this till now, hope you're ok.
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12-04-2007, 09:58 PM
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#11
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: London area
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Hi Nikki. I'm doing a lot better now. Reality checking always helps, and I've started back at therapy too. So I'm feeling far more human again...
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17-04-2007, 04:56 PM
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Join Date: Feb 2006
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*big squish*
Hold on chuck!
xxx
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17-04-2007, 06:02 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2005
Location: London area
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Thanks. :)
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