hi everyone please may I check in because i have just cut really badly, And iam so scared because Iam so unsafe and Iam so scared of what I will do to myself tonight. i have been looking at suicide websites all day and Iam so close to ending it all. Iam so scared because i really dont know how to keep myself safe from myself. does anyone know what i can do or where i can go to get some help? because it is a weekend and it is out of hours, And I just feel so Isolated and so Alone, I just cant cope anymore. and as hard as It is for me to say this, I know that Iam a real Danger to myself right now. sorry to bother You guys but I dont know where else to go or who else to turn to
MY RYL FAMILY My Mum: is kyellen-Betty my Baby Sister: Is CrazyChaoticMess-Sade[SI My Aunty is :Cakey_Kerry SAM7413: is my daughter. Enigma is: my daughter my Daughter is:Kirsten STUE IS: My husband myNeice Is:Dani Blondie Bear is:my big sister
please help iam really scared.(MAY TRIGGER)
hi everyone please may I check in because i have just cut really badly, And iam so scared because Iam so unsafe and Iam so scared of what I will do to myself tonight. i have been looking at suicide websites all day and Iam so close to ending it all. Iam so scared because i really dont know how to keep myself safe from myself. does anyone know what i can do or where i can go to get some help? because it is a weekend and it is out of hours, And I just feel so Isolated and so Alone, I just cant cope anymore. and as hard as It is for me to say this, I know that Iam a real Danger to myself right now. sorry to bother You guys but I dont know where else to go or who else to turn to
MY RYL FAMILY My Mum: is kyellen-Betty my Baby Sister: Is CrazyChaoticMess-Sade[SI My Aunty is :Cakey_Kerry SAM7413: is my daughter. Enigma is: my daughter my Daughter is:Kirsten STUE IS: My husband myNeice Is:Dani Blondie Bear is:my big sister
Keep checking in with us. Can you hang out in Chat tonight? Go into serious or maybe the Orange room, serious stuff is fine in either of those.
Check in every hour or so. Be good to yourself.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
iam just so unsafe right now i have been cutting for the past hour and I just cant stop, they are pretty bad, I just want to be dead, Iam just so scared of what i will do to myself, right know I know iam a danger to myself, I have spent the whole morning looking at suicide web sites. I know that I need someone to keep me safe. because I know that I cant keep myself safe from myself. and I just dont know what to do, or where to go to even get help.All I know Is that right now iam in the worst place I could be in. and I know that iam not able to stop myself from being a danger to myself.
hi guys Last night was so bad. and today I feel even worse. I feel more unsafe today that what i did last night. in fact I feel worse today Than what I did last night. I just want to get a blade and drag it over every part of my body so that I can bleed to death. Iam hurting so much emotionaly that I want to turn the emotional hurt and pain into physical pain so i dont have to deal with the emotional hurt and pain. AAAARRRRRGGGHHH!! sorry i did not put up another post last night but my internet was down.
hi guys. iam am siting here panicing. I have just overdoesed. And I just want to be dead. iam hurting so much emotionaly that i still want to turn all that emotional hurt and pain into physical hurt and pain. because I can deal with physical hurt and pain far more easily than I can emotional hurt and pain,the tops of my legs and my sthomach are cut to shreds I have never cut my sthomach before AARRGGHH!!
iam walking down this long dark tunnel with no hope of ever seeing light at the end.
Last edited by Puppet Strings : 17-08-2008 at 09:05 PM.
Reason: Please don't leave suicide threats or similar, xx
NO YOU DON'T!!!
I know how low you are feeling right now, low doesn't even come close to it. Lots of us on here have been through what you have been before. I am so sorry that no one has yet responded to your post. Its been over an hour and I hope that you've been sick or got medical help.
Be warned that you're not allowed to make goodbye posts, so tonight will NOT be your last night. You NEED to get HELP. PLEASE!!! it is not a sign of weakness to ask for help, so please please go and get help. Don't end your life, don't let the struggles and pain that you've been through win. Get help, hang on in there and become a survivor of life not a victim of life. *Snuggles you soo soo tightly*
"All battles in life serve to teach us something, even the battles we lose"
"There are moments in life when the only possible option is to lose control"
thanks crazy Hayley. You are so right low doesnt even begin to discribe How badly Iam feeling right now. Iam feeling lower than low If there Is such a thing . but i never got medical attention and have been feeling awwful ever since. but it is to late. Iam already a Victim of life. I mean what is the point in being a survivor In my case there Is no point. things are just going from bad to worse. And I just cant with Life anymore Iam so messed up and so confused and So scared, That i dont even know how Iam feeling anymore. all my emotions have just merged in to one. I dont even know why Iam writing this. There is just no point to me or my life anymore .I dont even know why Iam writing this.
I just wan to turn all my emotional pain into physical pain. I just want to get a blade and drag it over every part of mybody. because I can deal with physical pain alot easier than i can deal with emotional pain..
Last edited by Bambi : 18-08-2008 at 11:42 PM.
Reason: spelling mistakes.
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please help iam really scared.(MAY TRIGGER) 
sorry i did not put up another post last night but my internet was down.
