Strong Girl :)

[wheredoibegin]

I dont know how on earth I got to this place and dont know why I signed up but here I am.
Being on here is making me feel physically sick and really shakey.
I was gonna write a long essay with my story but I decided people dont really wanna hear it and probably dont care plus my internet crashed and I lost it all. lol.
I've been depressed and I've self-harmed and I've been suicidal.
I just wanted people to know that you can get through it and it does become easier, with time.
I've been there, I've done it, I've help people through it, I'm helping people through it.
I did it the first time to feel the pain I was feeling emotionally, physically.
Then I did so I knew that I could still feel pain because I had decided it would be easier to have no emotions than to have them all, its not by the way.
Then I did it to etch everything I felt into my skin. That night was the last of it.
I scared myself and I'm not going back there.
What helped me through it was God and someone there who I knew cares about me and loves me.
But they just helped. As much as other people help (well my religious beliefs helped ALOT) you have to do it within yourself. And you really can do it!!
Now, I know, that cutting myself isnt a way out of my problems and I know that no matter what other people do to you, say to you, it doesnt matter. God loves each and everyone of us and you all have strength inside of you to help you through what you've been going through.
Always here to talk to.
God Bless.
May peace and love and true inner joy bless each of your souls.

[Porcelain Child]

That is a really positive thread to make... it shows other people that there is hope out there...

Thanks for sharing..

*squishes*

Claire...

[Stellata]

Welcome!
Thank you for sharing your inspiring story of how you've made it through some really tough times.

[Cazki]

Thanks for sharing this incredibly inspirational thread with us. I wish you all the best.

Take care best wishes Ian

[raistlin]

Thanks for sharing. :) Your words are amazing.

[_plastic]

Your awesome dear stay strong xxx

[crazykat]

Thank-you for posting, its nice to read positive posts like yours. It shows that there really is hope out there.

[claire19]

Thanks for your post, it's really positive to read and is so true...

hope that you continue to stay strong
xox

[akita]

Thanks for sharing your journey with us and continue to stay strong.

[wheredoibegin]

Thanks everyone, I just hope that people see that there really is hope no matter how hard to believe it seems :)