Triggering (SI) - Exhausted, but too sad to sleep

ScarletTears · 13-08-2008, 07:51 AM

As the title says, I am currently really tired, but I can't sleep because I feel so bad. I feel really unloved and alone right now. I'm going to visit my sister tomorrow and I know she doesn't want me to go. I really want to go, so I feel very conflicted. I have already cut tonight to try to rid myself of this feeling, but it just won't go away. Help, please.

Beth

ScarletTears · 13-08-2008, 01:23 PM

I slept some. I feel that my sister does not want me to visit because she sounded angry and disapointed that I wanted to visit. I go to therapy and I'm on many medications for bipolar disorder.

ScarletTears · 13-08-2008, 07:06 PM

The meds are helping and I decided not to go see her.