whats reality? help please

[hellbunny]

i cant tell the differnce between my life and wat i think has happened!
all the time i believe things hav happened and everyone says they have not!
voices in my head all the time saying stuff about me and saying the cops are looking for me so i hide from them. and lots of stuff

when i read things on here i see things like they wrote i'm stupid or something even tho i know they not

i just cant tell wat real anymore!
i really scared dont know wat to do

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[hellbunny]

i do but they say i ok and dont want to see me for ages!
i dont want to bother anyone!

[hellbunny]

i have being to scared of what he may say!
last time i wet i thought he thinks i wasting his time so i dont want to go again!
it just al seems so mixed up i dont know if that was right!

sorry
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[alienshe_cheesycake]

hun it sounds like you need to speak to a proffesional about all of this

It sounds like in the past that hasn't been too helpful for you but it sounds like you need proffessional help and you need to realise that your not wasting anybodies time, if your uspet or scared then you need to make these people realise that you need help

Also no need to be sorry it's understandable that your scared and confused *hugs*
you can PM me anytime, I've had similair experiences and I truely have found that the best way to deal with it is to talk to people about whats going on

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