hey guys!! thanks for all the support... thought i would update you all on how the counsellor went... i survived my first session woohoo!!!
it was really tough like and i didnt particularly like it but i suppose you're not really suposed to... and it lasted an extra hour than it was supposed to haha...
but she convinced me to tell my parents and i did... was the hardest thing i've ever had to do... but since i have things have really been easier... I'm not carrying around a huge secret anymore... and they're being so supportive... although they are still in a bit of shock but thats to be expected...
so everything is looking hopeful now...
thanks again guys and stay safe
