im just confused, my psychologist said that, and he said that someone else i have seen said it aswell.
yet he still sees me.
maybe im just being over dramatic and there isnt anything wrong with me and im just weak and pathetic?
im just confused and angry at him, so so angry at him.
'the pain you feel is real,
you're not asleep,
but its a nightmare,
but you cant wake up anytime.'
i try to talk to him but i find it really hard to make myself say anything, i freeze, but i do try my hardest.
im too scared to as to see another psychologist, but i think im gunna see a psychiatrist about possibly medication but i dunno if that will happen its just something he mentioned last week.
'the pain you feel is real,
you're not asleep,
but its a nightmare,
but you cant wake up anytime.'
i have written things down for him before but not had the courage to give it to him.
i just cant.
i have no idea what makes me freeze, well it might be cuz i feel so stupid and i dont want him to laugh at me or think im being pathetic, when in reality i am actually being pathetic. i hate myself sometimes.
no i havent told him that i dont agree, i would if i could talk to him, id tell him that i only enjoy it because when im riding there is so much for my brain to concentrate on that i forget about how im feeling. if that makes sense?
'the pain you feel is real,
you're not asleep,
but its a nightmare,
but you cant wake up anytime.'
Your psychologist is quite a bastard.
I do cross country running with a group of people to block out the voices. I only stop doing this when I am very ill in hospital. Otherwise I love running and I keep it up. Stops me from cutting too because I have to wear shorts and a running vest.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
