jst foudn out friend tried to drown herself. she wtns to go to hosptial but not sure. she thing maybe she shud die. dun want her to die. shed near em but half horu drive. not safe to drive or i woud go to her. leting her down. and now shes lie... noone ned to knwo she's fien, knos what she doing.
i cant brthe and all i want to do is cut. oh dear. i dun know waht ot do. i cnt breathe.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
*cuddles Jess*
Oh hunni this must be so scarry, so hard for you. Please stay strong sweetie, stay safe. It sounds to me like you are doing really well by your friend.
I'm sorry I don't have more for you luv, pretty useless atm.
*massive hugs and much love*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
i didn't cut. i ended up curling up in bed and having a massive panic attack. and I want to tell this person how horrible she made me feel by doing that to me! >.< I think the worst thing is she knows my doctor is keeping me out of hospital by the skin of his teeth per se... and it's a scary place for me right now as i'm not safe or even slightly stable. and she still sends me a message... *sihgs*
thank you for hugs :)
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
i todl hr i cnt be roudn her right nwo unels she starts doing somethign to help herslef. i cnt be round her when she's on a pth that could edn up with me lsing her. i cnt lsoe ntohger friend. i cnt.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
well i haven' heard from her. so i don't know if sh's okayt or not. it's bothering me >.< oh well.. it may be selfish to say what i did but i just cnt lose another friend...
thank u for replies eveyrone
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
i'm... kinda in limbo right now. i want to cut, but can't 'cause i wont stop... it was a huge battle to stop last time... I also know it wont fix anything and will just make me feel worse in the long run... so I guess i'm okay?
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
jst foudn out friend tried to drown herself. she wtns to go to hosptial but not sure. she thing maybe she shud die. dun want her to die. shed near em but half horu drive. not safe to drive or i woud go to her. leting her down. and now shes lie... noone ned to knwo she's fien, knos what she doing. 
