Triggering (Suicide) - I just want to die *rant*

29-07-2008, 10:55 AM

I don't know what forum this should even go in.

I just give up now.

My life is pointless and wasted, all I do is spend money on being well enough to live, and then hating the things I live for. I have nothing. I am nothing.

I hate everything, I hate struggling so much and crying myself to sleep every night and pretending everything is fine.

I just want to die.

Steel Maiden · 29-07-2008, 11:03 AM

Have you got a doctor/therapist/CPN/someone that you can talk to about this? This is serious.

musicmad123 · 29-07-2008, 11:45 AM

I don't have much else to say just what Steel Maiden has said you ned to get some help and talk to anyone, if you don't have a therapist or anyone could you talk to a friend, or family member or like I don't know a friend's parents you could call a helpline they can be helpful please talk to someone it can help a great deal x

29-07-2008, 01:02 PM

I don't have anyone. I don't even know how to get a counsellor or whatever. I refuse to see my GP. I have a problem with talking to people, I'll just freeze up if I ever see anyone.

29-07-2008, 04:47 PM

thanks for replying btw

musicmad123 · 29-07-2008, 05:51 PM

i know how it i to freeze up around people but if you can get the courage to go to your GP it could really help you, you could take someone with oyu if you're scared, and you could write down what you want to say so you don't have to do too much speaking