Triggering (SI) - Nobody Cares

[Littlelostlamb]

Why does my mum love my sister more than me? Why does my dad not want to be in my life? Why doesn't anyone ever ask me out anywhere?

I am useless
nothing
A nobody

I want to cut a big deep cut from my elbow to my wrist and watch it bleed. I'd like to bleed to death if it would make someone care. My fiance is the only one who does.

[rachelll11]

You arent a nobody, your somebody, you have a fiance who cares, and loves you. If you want to talk about things you can message me. I will listen x

[Namaste]

I have similar feelings...
But you're not useless, or a nobody.
Please don't do something rash.

[Anansi]

If someone who doesn't know you, like me, can care about you then you must be somebody.
Turn to your fiance - let them support you. Don't fight this alone.

Here if you need me =)

[Littlelostlamb]

My fiance is away til Thursday. (((

I've told my mum how she makes me feel and she says I'm imagining the favouritism. I confronted my dad and he says he loves me even though he only rings me twice a year (if that).

I feel like I can't get over the past and I don't know what to do. Have got the razor ready. Trying sooo hard not to cut.