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Rant - There's always hope (I'm a survivor)
Hello, everyone.
I use to try to take my life and be self-abusive. It took me four years before I got better. But it was worth it.
I never thought I would see my writing stuff like I am now, and not all doom and gloom. Hell, I thought I would be dead. But I'm glad I was wrong. I realized, that if you don't give up hope and fight to the end, it's all good. There is always hope for someone. As long as you are not dead, you have hope for a better future. No, the pain won't heal from your past, but they will fade.
I remember feeling how all you guys did, and I know you guys could have understood me when I was depressed. I feel so bad for you guys. I wish I found this site when I was thirteen and decided to start something I wish I never have: self-abuse. It ruined my life and I decided, screw that, I'm in control.
It helped me to get a loving boyfriend and not to be alone. Alone will leave you alone with your posionous thoughts and is not healthy.
KEEP ON FIGHTING, for it's worth it.
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