I don't really know what is wrong with me right now, I mean everything is good- I finish school (forever) in less than two weeks, next weekend I'm going to a youing carers festival and then in july I'm going to greece with my classmates, I am really happily in a relationship- I've never felt able to be so close with anyone in my life before- but somehow I still wake up feeling horrible.
Mum and dad said something to me that really upset me, I thought I was over it but ever since I talked with my counsilor about it I have so many emotions around it again and because of it I get angry at my parents and then we fight. Of course our arguing is my fault I mean I'm grumpy and all that and its useless explaining why I get frustrated so it just appears I'm being irrational and because it is my fault all the time it just reinforces what they say making me hate myself even more. Its like every little thing I do or say just irritates the hell out of me but I cant run away from myself sadly, I just get angrier and angrier.
dont know where this crappy post is going. sorry for wasting ur time. just felt like a moan.
