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Old 21-07-2008, 09:39 PM   #1
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Triggering (Suicide) - No, please...

I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't want to live...

When I got a shower all I wanted to do was plug the drain fill the tub and never come back up. Now all I want to do is run down to the river and jump off the bridge. I don't want to do this anymore. I can't.

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Old 21-07-2008, 09:47 PM   #2
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sweetie. whats happened?
im really worried about you.
i know how horrible it is whn i feel this way.
im online if you wanna chat xx





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Old 21-07-2008, 09:51 PM   #3
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I have no idea... I just... I'm tired of feeling this why, I'm tired of wanting to die and not doing anything about it. I'm tired of breathing. Every breath I take I hate... because I'm not supposed to be breathing, I don't deserve it..

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Old 21-07-2008, 09:55 PM   #4
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you deserve so much more than you credit yourself for.
i know exactly how you feel though/ im feeling hte same. you just gotta hang on though and pray that tomorrow will be a better day for you





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Old 21-07-2008, 09:57 PM   #5
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It just doesn't make sense to me... how can tomorrow be better if nothing happened today to make me feel this way? I don't want to make it to tomorrow, I wasn't supposed to make it to today or yesterday. The last six years of my life weren't supposed to happen...

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Old 21-07-2008, 09:59 PM   #6
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yeh i understand what you are saying...
its so very hard but hun...you are not alone.

keep talking and just let it all out. you are menat to be here even though you dont believe it right now.





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Old 21-07-2008, 10:12 PM   #7
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I don't want to be here, I don't deserve it. I ruin everything, I hurt everyone. Everything is my fault.. the world would be a better place if I wasn't here..

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Old 21-07-2008, 10:15 PM   #8
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my msn is mdonaghy88@hotmail.co.uk

add me huni and i will chat away to you. keep your mind of this xx





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Old 21-07-2008, 10:17 PM   #9
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