I've had a pretty awful day today...was ready to give up on my five months free and jack it all in...
but my WONDERFUL best friend came to the rescue (as per usual!!!)
and kept me talking and we've finally decided...
that when I reach 8 months free...I'm gonna buy some new inline skates.
I used to love skating...but gave up because of depression/anxiety...so hopefully...getting back into it will help me feel better both mentally and physically :]
AND...the added bonus is...by that point...it'll be my birthday...so I'll be free for that :]
No cuts to hide and no need to worry whether my outfit makes me look "fat" or whether it'll still fit when I buy it and then wear it a few weeks later...
So yeh...
just thought I'd let you know my excitement...
I might ACTUALLY make it to 8 months...
Just coz I REAAALLLLYYY want these skates....IVE PICKED THEM OUT ALREADY!!!
and it'll be great to be free for my birthday....
just 3 months to go...and it'll be the longest i've ever been free..
3 months...
I can do that...
I'm sure...
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
Well done your doing really well so far, remember you have come this far so you can make it another 3 months and then even more. We are all here to support you the whole way. Take care
Kat xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."