I just want to be small again.

[Ratatouille strychnine]

Life's so much easier when you're a child. Nothing to worry about. No decisions that have any bearing on your future.

I miss that. I don't like being an adult. I don't like having to be responsible and go to work and revise for exams that if I fail I will be kicked off my uni course and screw up my future.

I don't like worrying about money and owing so much to the charity that let me run themarathon for them. I don't like doing a collection and everyone just ignoring me.

I just want to be small again. I just want to curl up in bed and let life leave me behind.

I don't think being adult malarky is for me.

[sparklyshoes]

Everyone wants to be a kid again at some time so that lifes worries arent our own, their the responsability of somebody else. Just because you want to be back there doesn't mean you CAN'T do the whole adult thingy because you can. It's just getting through it, life is a mixture of ups and downs and maybe this is just one of your downs? It's not going to last forever. There are good things about being an adult but it isn't an easy road. Please take care hun. Tried to read this the other day but it said it had been moved?
xx

[pixiedust]

*hugs* I don't really know what to say but I just wanted to let you know you're not alone in feeling that *hugs* xx