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Old 19-07-2008, 11:01 PM   #1
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Triggering (SI/Suicide) - he SI's

I just found out. the guy i love and absolutly idolise. He's a self harmer too. I dont want to see him go through that. To hurt himself and just make himself worse. To destroy how perfect he already is. I can do it i dont matter but he does. More than anything. I dont want to watch him go through that. I can't. The very thought of it sickens me. Makes me want to die so i never have to see it. I think im reallly gonna do it this time. I need help.





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Old 19-07-2008, 11:05 PM   #2
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and now a friend on this is going o hospital. it just gets better





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Old 19-07-2008, 11:07 PM   #3
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expeciting him not to would be hypocritical. no-one deserves any sort of hurt...
perhaps you should both try to support each other in recovery instead. help each other not to do it.

la bf has just pointed out that he might feel the same way...
if you cant stand to see him hurt himself do you think he will be able to stand by and watch you do it to yourself??





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Old 19-07-2008, 11:07 PM   #4
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dude, things'll get better for you, i really do :\
take care dude
All the best, Nathan xx



has decided to leave this site for the simple reason that i think its not right for me. i thank all the people who helped me and became friends with me, i hope these friendships last. i urge you all to take care, and maybe one day in the distant future i may return, who knows? but for now i think its best if i leave. i made this decision weeks ago, and feel its right for me. dont take it personally, i love you all xx


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Old 19-07-2008, 11:09 PM   #5
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i dont matter in this. I can go to hell. he's important though





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Old 19-07-2008, 11:11 PM   #6
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of course you matter, you both do :/
talk to him about it, maybe you can both help each other out.
wish i could be a better mate to you though
just take care, ok
All the best, Nathan xx



has decided to leave this site for the simple reason that i think its not right for me. i thank all the people who helped me and became friends with me, i hope these friendships last. i urge you all to take care, and maybe one day in the distant future i may return, who knows? but for now i think its best if i leave. i made this decision weeks ago, and feel its right for me. dont take it personally, i love you all xx


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Old 19-07-2008, 11:38 PM   #7
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Callum, excuse my langauge but... eh hem... SHUT THE FUCK UP!
You do matter! A hell of a lot! Do you know how many people you have helped on here. Do you realize just how freakin' awesome it is that you spend your time on here helping others?
You DO matter. A lot.

And as for him doing it, well nobody is perfect. You may have saw him as perfect but seriously, nobody is. It's just a flaw, some people flaws are more shocking than others but we all have them.
You're gonna be okay. I know what it's like to feel awful when you realize someone else is going through something horrrible you had to go through. But you survived. He will too.
If you need to talk PM me, dude!

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Old 19-07-2008, 11:55 PM   #8
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im sure your bf wont be thinkn what you are saying.
you both need to help each other.

you relly cant expect him to stop and you to continue with it. i





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