Triggering (Suicide) - help me please!

[Bambi]

i just cut my wrist i cant carry on any more life is just totaly unbareable and the only way i can deal with everything and numb my feelings is by getting drunk. iam nearly always drunk between 11AM and 12noon every day. i just dont know where to go or who to turn to anymore. i know i need help but i also no that iam beyoned help that i don't deserve to be helped. i just wish i could go to sleep and never wake up ever again.
iam at my witts end everything is such an effort and such a struggle. i just can't carry on any more.

[Sunshine]

have you cut yourself badly? does it need medical attention because if so please try and get some!

i know thingts are hard and when you feel like this it is so hard to find sometime to hold onto.and anything i say will be pointless because words wont heal anything just try and hold on..is their anyone you could call and ask them to sit with you the night or just talk to about how low you are feeling?

xxxxxxxxxxxx hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxx

[Chiasma]

darling youmreally need to make sure your safe. coz when your safe you can sort yourself out. Did you cut deep.

[philosophy girl 91]

Hey hunny!!

How are you feeling now?

If the cut is deep you shoud see a doctor.

I know things seem bad now...

but they can only get better!

[Bambi]

i am not botherin wit hospital. its stopped bleeding.

[Namaste]

But emotionally are you feeling any better now?