I'm still using my mobile for limited internet access. When I get home, which will be a while away, I will post properly.
I'm doing a lot better, meds are working well. But the seriousness of what happened means that I have to stay in hospital for a while. I'm going to be transferred to an open ward! This is a secure (locked) ward, I haven't been allowed outside since I came.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
Sorry phone only allows limited post lengths.
I'm depressed because of my diagnosis - paranoid schizophrenia - I had to declare that on an insurance form and I hated it.
I'm sorry that I have been unreliable. The voices are telling me that everyone hates me. Is that true? The Woman won't be kind to me. I want to cut but promised I wouldn't to the ward's psych. I miss RYL. :(
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
*cuddles*
No one hates you hun, quite the opposite! You are so brave and I'm so proud and happy to hear you're doing better.
I know it must be very hard right now, but you are in a safe place and getting the help you need. It's great to hear you'll be moving wards soon, that's a real positive step hun.
Stay safe hunny, we're all here for you and will be waiting with cake and banners for when you can get back home
Take care of yourself *more cuddles*
Xxxxxx
You see a mouse trap
I see free cheese
And a ****ing challenge
You meanso much to me. Try not to cut yourself. I know it must be hard.
No-one hates you. Don't listen to her. I know, its easier said then done. I KNOW!.
i love you
x
thank you, Lily, for saving mummy's life*.
You are my one and only, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight, and you'll be alright.
The voices are telling me that everyone hates me. Is that true? I miss RYL. :(
Oly, don't listen to the voices - we don't hate you!! We like talking to you; you make an excellent member and you are really sympathetic and caring. None of us hates you!! In fact, we miss hearing from you too!
Please dont listen to the voices ..people don't hate you!!
I hope you get the support you need and begin to feel better.
take care, Im thinking of you
Sian xxx
"If only everyone could know and live with their inner craziness…people would be fairer and happier." Paulo Coelho
Thank you so much for your replies. They keep me going. I nearly gave in today to the voices, but my named nurse got me out of it. The nurses here are getting a huge present when I leave because I couldn't have got through this without them. The section 136 memories still hurt though.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I think you are being so so brave. You can talk about the memories here if you feel able to. Its good that the nurses are helping you. I hope you get better soon xxx
You are a brave person sweetheart, I'm so proud of you for how you have managed this. It's fantastic news that your meds are working and that you are going to be moved to an open ward - well done you. xxx
I am so happy to hear you are recovering well and safely
Please get well soon!
I love you oly!
I could never hate you!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
You have RYL at your feet
and we are all kissing your feet
tell the woman to f. off from me.xxx
I don't talk to you a lot but...I'm really glad you are doing better!! I'm so glad the nurses were nice! I hope you carry on and well done for being strong!!
