Triggering (SI/Suicide) - running on empty

bekkabop · 17-07-2008, 01:48 AM

Well,
my friend i said in the last post that only ONE PERSON replied to, has now i think jsut killed himself. I did my best and i think he's just done it! I dont knwo though cos he's in england!
He's not replying to me anymore and he said he was aboutto do it.

i feel so lost now. and empty.
I just lost a member, I can't believe it, but i think i really just lost a member of my group..
FUCK!

bekkabop · 17-07-2008, 01:50 AM

well he's just replied to me with "i'm here"...still worried though..

ShyBambi · 17-07-2008, 01:55 AM

omg i dont know what to say...i read your other post but i honestly had no idea what i could say to help...but maybe, because you said you cant call them, you dont know for sure what they have or have not done. maybe they just left msn or something to have time on their own, maybe they havent killed themselves. i know how you feel as this has happend to me once before and its not nice, i know how alone you must feel right now, but stay strong, dont settle on the thought that something bad has happend because there is a chance that that hasnt happend at all.
i wish i could help you more i really do *snuggles* you can PM me at anytime if you need to talk.
i really hope that your friend is okay, and that you will be okay too. *hugs* i'm sorry i couldnt be of more help to you.

-Bambi x

crazykat · 17-07-2008, 01:59 AM

*Massive hugs* I didn't see your other post sorry. Glad he is still talking with you. Is it possible you can get him to ring someone or even go to a hospital? All you can do is keep talking to him, trying to keep him calm. Unless you have his address or phone number which i am guessing you don't? I know its hard, when you feel like you can't do anything. Your trying your best tho and thats all you can do. In the end its his choice tho, just be there for him. If you need someone to talk to I am here as well. Take care
Kat xxx

SammiKins · 17-07-2008, 02:01 AM

I hope he is ok....

I didn't see your other post hun, I am so sorry I would've replied otherwise.

Have you got any news?

bekkabop · 17-07-2008, 02:07 AM

He said:
"i'm here" and "I didn't do it deep enough"
and hasn't replied since.
it's been nearly 20 minutes.

SammiKins · 17-07-2008, 02:08 AM

Aww no hunny!

Just remember that whatever has happened, or might happen, is not your fault.

I am sure he'll be ok.

Samantha x

bekkabop · 17-07-2008, 02:11 AM

i dont even know the guy.. He's a member of a bebo group i run and he lives in england.
I can't do anythign from australia.
I can't believe ijust lost a member of my group. i did everything i could and tried to keep him talking.

crazykat · 17-07-2008, 02:14 AM

I know its hard hunny, I have been in this situation before. You have to remember tho that whatever happens none of this is your fault, you have done all you could have done you did your best. Don't give up hope sweetheart he might be ok. *Massive hugs*

SammiKins · 17-07-2008, 02:16 AM

It's not your fault.

At the end of the day, it was his choice - he was concious to make it, if you get what I mean.

Don't assume the worst right now, there maybe a chance that the has fallen asleep if he's from England... it's 2:20am here!
... You can't always think everything is wrong when you have no proof, if he doesn't get in contact with you on MSN or Bebo over the next few days he may have gone through with it or he may have just wanted to stay off the computer for a while.

Sammy x

bekkabop · 17-07-2008, 02:21 AM

thanks guys..
i know that i shoudlnt freak out,
especially since i've had heaps of members leave good bye notes on my page and i've never really worried and just waited to see if they come online again.. but i guess it's cos this one was so real and straight up and like infront of me.
You're right, i've just gotta wait, iuno why i'm letting it get to me so much.