It seems so trivial... unimportant, but I can't forget what they said... Sorry for wasting everyone's time, especially when I haven't posted or supported anyone for so long...
All I was doing was walking up to the other block to meet my best friend. I didn't have my music on. I couldn't block it out. I always have my music on because I'm fed up of the shit I get day in, day out.
I haven't come out, but round school atm I'm known as the emo, the lesbian or the lesbian-emo. And I've heard that a lot of people don't want me round the school because I'm "dirty" "disgusting" "wrong"
But these boys... I walked past them, head down, trying not to look at them, but I could hear. "EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW its disgusting!!" one of them yelled. "Get out, its disgusting you lesbian!! Go die!!!"
No they didnt mean it hun!!
Here if you want to talk, PM me!!
xxx
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
No they didn't, try and ignore them hun, because there not worth it. Your a better person than they are! If you want to talk feel free to PM me anytime
Ami xx
The shortness of life, I keep saying, makes everything seem pointless when I think about the longess of death.
When I look ahead, all I can see is my final demise. And they say not for seventy or eighty years.
And I say, Maybe you, but me,
I'm already gone.
PM me if you ever need to talk, im always here to listen/try and help
I'm so sorry you are being bullied in such a way. Can you tell a teacher?
When I was with my girlfriend who was in year 11 at my school, we got picked on and told my head of year and her head of year. In a very roundabout way, we were told we should "try not being together". In other words, they were scared too... We ignored them, but I've broken up with that girl now, she's left and I still get picked on. It's not just inside school either. Everyone at the other two main schools in my area tease me as well... sometimes I can't face going out...
If it really is that bad maybe you should get the police involved. If you feel violated and as if you dont even want to leave your house because this is going on. I dont really know hun, i know im not much help but im always here if you just want a chat
Ami xx
The shortness of life, I keep saying, makes everything seem pointless when I think about the longess of death.
When I look ahead, all I can see is my final demise. And they say not for seventy or eighty years.
And I say, Maybe you, but me,
I'm already gone.
PM me if you ever need to talk, im always here to listen/try and help
