Im ready to die.
Im ready to end my life.
Ive decided its my time to go.
Ive cut my arm.
It hasent stopped the thoughts.
Im drinking to see if it will numb the pain.
Im crying.
Im thinking of ways to do it.
I just need a friend or a hug.
Then maybe i wouldnt do it.
I have no one.
Just my voices.
Just me.
I have no one.
NO ONE!
Kill me please?
I want to die.
I just dont have the courage.
Im indistructable with courage.
Someone shoot me.
thank you, Lily, for saving mummy's life*.
You are my one and only, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight, and you'll be alright.
Well done for reaching out and posting and for calling someone to help. That is so so brave of you!
I know how difficult things can be, but reaching out and asking for help when things are too much really can help so much. Please keep talking to your councelor and posting here, sometimes getting things out and hearing supportive words and advice is enough to keep us safe. You really are a wonderful person, you deserve support when you are feeling this way.
Please keep yourself safe hun, we are all here for you
Xxxxx
You see a mouse trap
I see free cheese
And a ****ing challenge
Hey *Cuddles you* Im sorry your feeling this way but im so proud of you for reaching out for support, thats excellent, well done for reaching out for support. I know its not easy to reach out for support. Do you know whjat it is thats made you feel this way? Would you like to talk to us about it? If there is anything you would like to talk about then please do talk to us here and we will be very happy to help and listen to you. Please dont end your life, please keep safe. We are all here for you. Keep talking to us. *More cuddles* I care about you, we all do and none of us want anything to happen to you. Be gentle with yourself.
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
*hugs* i know what you're going through, hun. I've felt the very same way. And as everyone here told me when I asked the same thing, there seems to be something there, stopping you from ending it all. Maybe it's just a tiny glimmer of hope, but it's there afterall. Try to get to a psychiatrist and talk, okay? And we'll always be here if you need to talk.
Take care, and feel free to PM me
*..life in pain.. *-my older sis; Sweetest Downfall-my jellybean; greenspot-my cousin; TokioPanik!-my TokioHotelTwin; darkdestiny-my pet monkey; I-Feel-Infinate-my gerbil; frombullets2black-my llama; livingnotbreathing-my fellow spy; UnsureOne-my pet goldfish; xXxHis_fallen_angelxXx-my pet monkey; ashy_ashy18-my sister; Aryn is my fellow ninja and partner in crime
Apocalyptic and insane, but my dreams will never change
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
Im ok. Im still quite down, but thats nothing out of the ordinary.
Im so glad i rang my counsellor, she was so understanding and calm. She talked me through things to do and talking to her on the phone calmed my voices down.
Thankyou all so much for caring, means so so much to me.
xxxx
thank you, Lily, for saving mummy's life*.
You are my one and only, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight, and you'll be alright.
