Triggering (Suicide) - i dont know what to name it

[bob--says--hi]

who the fuck have i got to taqlk to who have i got to help me fucking no one ive lost everything
i cant go on

[l'il esky]

heidi, whats happened hun? did the hospital not give you any after/follow up care etc? sending *cuddles*
am here if you need to chat xxx

[bob--says--hi]

they did but i have no one to turn to friend wise sumone who will actually listen 2 me not since i lost the one person i talk to i rang him n he jst hung up on me

who do i go 2 now

[l'il esky]

aww sweetie, i know its not quite the same but you got us here. we will always listen and try to help.

have you spoken to your friend since hosp-do you know why he hung up? x

[xxhappydaysxx]

I agree, there are always people around, Im here if you do want to talk.
take care xx

[bob--says--hi]

he doesnt even no i was in hospital because i wasnt speaking to him then either i wanted to sort things out between us but he wont let it happen and i dont even know what ive done wrong

[Sweetest Downfall]

hunni please be careful, you have us! no matter what happens, everyone on here will support you and look out for you,
I don't understand why he hung up, he sounds as though he might be confused or unsure sweetheart. give it time ok?
please try your hardest, lots of love
xxxx

[Stellata]

Perhaps he feels rejected by you, as you do by him. The only way forward with that is to communicate, as has been mentioned via email or letter.