Triggering (SI/Suicide) - Depressed and want to die

[xanthismom]

Im stll feeling that i want to end it all,My mom is annoying me and i keep worrying that my boyfriend will leave me I just hate it when he does not say i love you vback when i say it to him i start pannaking and have suicidle and self harming thoughts I know he loves me and hes not going anywhere he knows im insecure and does understand i dont know if its cos he lives 1hr away and only comes down on weeklends.Also i feel the world would be a better a place without me.I hate my life so much i wish i were dead i not slept well in 2 nights and im nearly always crying thinking of ways to end my life.I got so upset today i punched my legs and now they look a mess i just dont know whats wrong with me im taking my meds please help im getting scared.

[Sometimes Crazy]

I'm really sorry that you're feeling so low. Could you talk to your boyfriend about how you are feeling insecure right now? Try and keep anything you could use to hurt yourself away from you and use some relaxtion techniques to calm down. Are you getting any other means of support or help? Stay safe,

xx

[dellwood]

Hi. Well I'm new to this, so I'm confused. But let me tell you a story. My boyfriend of a year and a half never told me he loved me..he always told me he wasn't in love with me YET. Yeah, whatever. I told him I loved him everyday. He broke up with me. It's been the hardest time of my life. I tried to kill myself with an overdose a week before his birthday. He was devastated. Now, we don't even talk. I can't stop thinking about him. It's been five months. He caused me to cut and to be suicidal. It started when he cheated on me. Like you, I started beating myself with things. I wish the pain would go away.