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no point for anything anymore
my fiance just left me for no reason when i gave up everything for him, im so heart broken and angry and sad he was my life. now its all changed like that and i cant cope i pass out and ive been trying to kill myself im just so lonely theirs one person i talk to who is their for me but i dosnt feel right, i told my doctor what ive been doing that was hard and scary but its been going on years and years a pychotherapist was meant to call me so i can see her but she hasnt yet its been 2 weeks and im falling apart im so confused with everything im scared about everthing to go out even and i just want to die i really do everyone i have known has always hurt me in the end i cant trust anyone i dont want to live pain anymore i want to be gone i want to be gone i want to be gone noone helps me they think im ok because i smile but im not inside why does everyone hate me and hurt me noone is ever their for me
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