Triggering (SI) - Too much now.

[Missy]

3 months and 1 week. Is that enough time to slip up now? Can I be bothered to think of reasons why I shouldn't cut? I don't want to think about it, I just want to do it but I know that wont do any good.

I can't stop it anymore! Just one more cut, that's all, just one more!

I'm sick and tired of feeling so miserable and sad . Anything to make it stop, even if it's got to be cutting myself and letting myself bleed!

I need this pain to end!

[Sunday Morning]

Hey,
I know you might feeling odwn at the moment. but I think you've thought it out. But, cutting with not help you sovle the problem. Maybe solve the problem than just cutting away. The pain can end! I know you are stong and you can do it.

If you need distraction, look at http://www.recoveryourlife.com/index.php?categoryid=60, the big distraction list.

Take care
Kiki x

[wastexsometime]

i feel like this all the time. I too feel like I just need to cut, sometimes for just being myself. I say something and then I go in a big mood with myself and just want to cut, even though it was something so little.

Don't give up now, you've come so far. 3 months and one week is amazing. I could never manage that.

[craola]

Hi hun,
I hope you're feeling a wee bit better today.
Im sorry you're feeling so bad about things at the moment, but you should be so so proud of over three months, that is an incredible achievment and you should be so so proud of yourself.
Cutting is not going to make the pain go away, cutting is not the answer. I really hope you managed to fight the urges, and, if you didnt then its just a slip up, it doesnt make your time any less and it doesnt mean that you cant beat this.
Try to keep yourself distracted, The Arcade is a lot of fun and really is a good way to keep your mind of the urges, the Fun and Distractions section is also useful. If you need someone to talk to The Supporters are so wonderful and kind. You can give me a poke if you want to talk as well.
Take care
Aimee xx