Triggering (OD) - whats the point in life?

[bob--says--hi]

seriously whats the point in life all i do is sit around the house feeling sorry for myself

and now im sat here with a pack of pills wanting to take them all

i dont even know why im writing this personally i really shouldnt be i should just sit here take the pills and keep it to myself



sorry for posting

[bob--says--hi]

why is it i dont have the courage to take more than 2 pills am i really that perthectic?

[green.eyes]

hun staying safe is one of the bravest things you can do
can you call someone or samaritans if you dont feel able to talk to someone you know? if you dont think you can keep yourself safe can you go see someone or get to hospital.
*hugs*
be safe xxx

[bob--says--hi]

im so tempted to take more
i was at the hospital the other night i cant do that again and i dont really have anyone to stay with
im so lost n confused and want to do so much but know its not a good idea

[green.eyes]

can you at least give someone a call even if you dont let them know why you're calling? if not this is the link to samaritans. you can phone them 24/7 or email them or txt if either of these would be easier for you.
http://www.samaritans.org.uk/
is there any reason you feel you cant go to the hospital again hun?
i know they're scary and stressful but its the best place to keep you safe if you cant manage it yourself.
has anything in particular triggered you hun?
*hugss*
keep fighting

[trina1723]

hey.
dont be sorry for posting because you deserve support just like everyone else.
please keep yourself safe, is there anyone who you can talk to?
sorry im a bit useless but i wanted you to know that i read and that i care.
i know its hard but please dont take anymore.
*hugs tight*

[bob--says--hi]

just had a very depressing day thats all really

i feel like i dont need to go and im wasting there time

ive taken more pills now

do you think i should get in contact with a mod and see if i should go to the hospital??

im so confused and scared

[green.eyes]

maybe post in the first aid forum or leave a message on live help stating what you've taken. overdoses can be very damaging in the long term and your safety is the most important thing. you're not wasting anyone's time by going to hospital or talking to samaritans. they're here to help.
*hugs tight*
try to flush your pills down the toilet so you wont be tempted.

[Sweetest Downfall]

sweetie please please go to hospital, i care for you like mad, you are one of the most wonderful people I have got to know on here
Please try hunni, I love you so much never forget that :)
xxx

[bob--says--hi]

i dont know what to do i cant seem to get the courage to go there
im sorry

[green.eyes]

if you ring smaritans they can rng on your behalf. or you can talk through with them your other options. you could ring NHS direct 0845 46 47 to get advice on the OD while the live help is off. please be safe

[jessye]

Hey. I know how you feel right now.
Please be brave and hold on. I don't know what else to say.
x