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Old 04-07-2008, 07:42 PM   #1
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Are you alive?

A question I often ask myself is, "Are you alive?".

So my questions for you today is:

When was the last time you felt alive?



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Old 04-07-2008, 07:44 PM   #2
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You asked me this a few days ago.
I've been thinking about it.
I don't know if I ever have felt alive, I've never felt like anything is real or living.
Maybe, it's just me but I really can't think of a time when I felt 'alive'.



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Old 04-07-2008, 08:19 PM   #3
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I only ever feel alive when i sh makes me feel human again. So 2 days ago now.



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Old 04-07-2008, 08:23 PM   #4
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I feel alive when I feel connected with myself and other people. Like when my therapist supports me back to myself again, and when I'm chatting with colleagues at work, or I manage to help a customer at work and they're grateful. I also feel alive when I have a creative focus and inspiration to carry that.

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Old 04-07-2008, 09:21 PM   #5
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I don't remember the last time I felt truly alive. I feel like I'm not real too much of the time at the moment!

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Old 04-07-2008, 09:31 PM   #6
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Um, this is an amazing question.

I don't know.
It's when I laugh or am having fun and I forget about all of the stuff that ruins my day to day life I suppose?

It's when I forget about 'what' I have become and I just 'do'.
Then, it crashes down and I remember what it's really like.

What about you hun? xxxxx



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Old 04-07-2008, 09:50 PM   #7
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The last time I truly felt 'alive' (meaning 'happy') was in January this year. This was a time I remember laughing with friends, having a really fun time...

Now all I can see is depression, blood and cutting.

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Old 04-07-2008, 10:30 PM   #8
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The last time I felt alive was so long ago I cant remember... =(

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Old 04-07-2008, 10:39 PM   #9
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Midsummer. No particular reason except from the fact there's life in the air on that day.

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Old 04-07-2008, 10:50 PM   #10
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July second, two thousand and eight

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I can't say any more than that, but it had nothing to do with SI.

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Old 05-07-2008, 12:49 AM   #11
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i only feel alive when i'm on stage....when i'm not me.



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Old 05-07-2008, 01:53 AM   #12
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I don't know if I feel alive, but in a way I feel not "out-of-it" when I'm in the NICU holding the babies. When I can sooth them and make them stop crying just by talking and holding/rocking them the right way.
I feel more or less alive when I'm do trampoline.

When I'm cutting.



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Old 05-07-2008, 08:19 PM   #13
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The last time I felt alive when I was at my prom, June 25th.
I was with people I love, I was having fun and I wasn't worrying about anything.
Maybe we should do more things that make us feel alive. As long as they aren't things that can damage us.



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Old 06-07-2008, 01:59 PM   #14
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Last night, in a room full of people who actually cared about one another and I felt I had a place

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Old 06-07-2008, 07:14 PM   #15
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Quote:
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Last night, in a room full of people who actually cared about one another and I felt I had a place
This, for whatever reason, struck me as one of the most beautiful statements I have ever read.

And to the OP, I agree. We should all do more things that make us feel alive without the danger or damage.

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Old 06-07-2008, 08:08 PM   #16
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I don't know... I think maybe when I talked to one of my best friends on the phone a few days ago. He's like a brother to me, and it meant so much to hear his voice.

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Old 06-07-2008, 08:16 PM   #17
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depends, when i die i will tell if i felt alive

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Old 07-07-2008, 03:54 AM   #18
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July 18, 2007.
That's the night my ex-boyfriend and I got together.
I haven't felt any kind of love like I did back then.
I'm dead inside; numb if you will.
The only thing that keeps me feeling is anxiety.
I hate living sometimes.



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Old 08-07-2008, 04:26 AM   #19
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whenever i look at the stars with the person i love.
they seem to give reassurance that it will all be okay



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Old 08-07-2008, 05:16 AM   #20
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The last time I felt alive...

I don't remember the date, but it was raining, and for a moment, there were only two people in the world, me and the boy whose lips seem to mold perfectly to mine.

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