Triggering (SI) - just a little shock, maybe not even a trig!

[razorblade_babi]

actually, it probably isnt even a trigger at all but better to be safe than sorry. . .

i was just looking thro some pic boards and saw someone i recognised.

its kinda freaked me out a little bit. . . i feel as if i have just lost the last place i felt safe in. somehwere none of my friends knew about. meh. . . i dunno, prob being a bit over reacting. . .

ill get a grip now!

sorry to waste thread space. . .

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[crazykat]

First of all you are not wasting thread space. Its understandable that you feel the way you do, you probaly feel kinda exposed. There are a couple of things you can do:

1. You can leave it be, chances are they won't know who you are

2. You can get in contact with them by sending them a PM. They are probaly here for very similar reasons to yoursef so you actually might be able to be there for each other.

I know it probaly seems like a terrible thing but this could actually turn out good, it might help you feel less alone. Take care
Kat xxx

[razorblade_babi]

thanks for the hugs. . .:)

i am indeed being a fool thinking i could have one place to hide. . .meh!

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[blondiebear]

if they are here, you don't think they would keep your secret as they will keep yours?

[razorblade_babi]

i dont know what to think. . .i dunno.

this was my safe place

where no one new me.

i could be me

no different

im just a bit scared.

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[razorblade_babi]

ok, so the more i think about it the more wound up im getting. . . what if she tells someone what i post?
she may be open and honest but i ent!

i dont want people knowing.

fukety fukety balls!

[crazykat]

How about PM'ing her then and asking her not to tell anyone, I am sure she wouldn't if you told her how important it was.

[razorblade_babi]

yea, maybe.

but this always forking happens. . .just when i think i find somehwere i an be myself, make friends something messes up.

i just dunno if id feel comfortable anymore. like being watched.

im over reacting now arent i. . . grrr

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[razorblade_babi]

thanks for yr replies guys. . . muchly appreiciated :)

in the cold light of day it ent so bad i guess. . . just a lil freak out when i saw her, ya know?!

o well. . .calm has been restored and thank u once again :)

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