Please.
I can't stay long, but I need something. I'm hoping some people that have my number will see this.
In a short message: Dad found out about tattoo. Hasn't kicked me out yet, but hasn't said anything after initially finding out and he ****ing terrifies me. He's put me on a diet and stuff, told me he'd rather have a thin daughter that hates him than a fat one who loves him.
Something I was looking really forward to has ****ed up and just **** it all.
please try and just stay away from him. i dont want you to get hurt.
other than that, i dont have anything.
get in your car and go stay at a friend's maybe?
please stay safe.
much much love.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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aww i'm sorry sweets, I wasn't on on the weekend! Is everything okay? I'm sorry things are so hard right now. Please be safe :( I don't want you to be not safe. *cuddles tightly* send me a pm or something... anything!
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
just popped by to see how you were today - i'm sorry you having such a tough time. Please do check in and let us know you are safe if you get the chance.
Hugs xxxx
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If I don't lose a stone by August, my father's going to stop helping me out with money at Uni, and stop my Mum from doing that too.
The fact that I want to lose weight FOR ME SO THAT I FEEL BETTER doesn't matter, apparently. Apparently all my mental health issues are because I'm overweight. Apparently my headaches are too. Basically, everything wrong with me is because of that.
It'll be easy enough to do. I've done it before.
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What gives someone the right to demand their daughter lose weight in the first place?
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I have to agree with the Penguin. Your father has absolutely no right to make you do anything you don't want to do and even less right to make you feel the way he is with his demands. They should be proud of you for taking steps to sort out your M.H with taking time of uni etc and not criticising you. We are proud of you even if they aren't. Please try and keep safe xxx
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It sounds like your dad is being unfair. At the end of the day it is your body, your mind, and your health that you need to look after. Please stay safe *hugs*
I do understand the "fat is causing all your problems". You want to lose the weight for you. do that? all your parents will see is that you're losing it. Let them wallow in their stupid f8cking arrogance and do it for yourself. I'm sorry it's so hard. I wish I could wave my magic wand and make it all better for you but it's broken at the moment :(
*hugs* Chels, your parents don't have the right to demand you lose weight. You are in control of your life. YOU. not them.
PM me if you need to?
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
I'm sorry that home's so ****,and I'm sorry I can't help more then letting you know I'm here and if you ever wanna visit,Liverpool's a lovely place.
You're beautiful the way you are,and you dad's a total idiot.
x
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this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!! 
