I'm leaving on the 19th (aaaaagh 4 days time) and won't be back until mid October, but I didn't want to go without saying THANK YOU to everyone for all your amazing support.
I've only been with RYL for 2 months but in that time I have shared more than i have in the rest of my life, and it's thanks to you all for being such wonderful people and giving me the strength and the courage to do so.
I know RYL is going to be part of my life for years to come.
I am going to miss you all so very much and wish I could be here for both myself and for you all, but I know it's not going to be possible.
Please take care of yourselves as best as you can and know that even though I am not here in person my heart is and so are my thoughts. Plus I am leaving enough hugs for everyone to last all the time I'm away.
So much love to the most amazing people I have ever met in my life, I'm so glad I have found you.
Thank you xxxxxx
Loneliness with or without people, a feeling that comes from inside
Unable to show your true feelings, Unaware of the things that you hide
A life built around a pretending, feeling things that you think you should feel
A life unaware of it’s ending – is there a chance it could ever turn real?
My Lovely Daughters: Reason[TO]Believe, Bound by Thoughts, and Kija. My Little Sisters: Automatik Teknicolour and Pomegranate. My Big Sister: Lil-Princess. My Neice: forever_lost*
awww we'll miss you katch!! good luck with whatever you'll be up to and dont forget us. come back in october if you still need us :) we love you very much...... take care
xmwahx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!!
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I'm going to miss you loads, i hope it all goes ok and make sure you have a nice time :) cause you deserve it hun, I'll always be here for you and look forward to seeing you back here in october :) xxxxxxxx
My amazing sisters - Katch, Pomegrante, Hells, Dark Light, blondiebear, l'il esky and Sweetest Downfall :)
My cool cousins - Daisy star, Crystalheart and Crazykat :)
I am going to miss you so much, I cannot describe how much. I feel honoured to know such a wonderful and caring person. I'm so glad you found RYL and that we've begun to help you. I know we'll keep in contact and stuff, which won't be the same but it's better than nothing. I'm so glad we have talked and spent several sleepless nights (sorry for that =P) supporting each other. There's some things only you understood and you've helped me deal with that, so thank YOU again.
You are strong hun. I know you're bit scared going back to the ship but you know, after a couple of days and talking to people, I think you'll enjoy getting back into routinue. If I see any cruise ships when I'm away holidaying in Dominican Republic, my heart will think of you :)
Well i dont really know you but im sure you are lovely!
I dont know what you are going to be doing so if its something nice have a grwat time. If its somethiong bad then oh god im so sorrry but im sire you will cope. If its going to stay with relations then, oh god im so sorry im sure you will cope. :P If its anything else then make sure you wear clean underpants each day, dont speak to strangers and if a man askes to show you his puppies, run, run very fast indeed!!!
Matthew x
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
Wishing you happiness whilst your away. I hope you find some peace. Well done for sharing what you never thought you could. You are an amazing person and really deserve true happiness.
Good luck with everything.
Loads of love xxxxxxxxxxx
RYL Family
Rhapsodyinblue is my business partner
Avalanche is my best friend, Dancing Loony is my Niece
Queer Fringe is my god-daughter Hollz is my big sis, , Rainey is my sister,
I can't believe it's almost time for you to leave already! I'm gonna miss you! I hope you have a great time and come back feeling refreshed. I'm so glad you have felt confident enough to share with us and let us help you over the past couple of months.
Take care of yourself and good luck with everything! *hugs* x
im sorry for being such a wuss but im really going to miss you.
please take care of you.
and get in touch whenever you can.
im on msn alot and here, of course.
i love you Katch.
*snuggles until October*
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
A little Consideration, a little Thought for Others, makes all the difference.
Thanks for the messages - I'm gonna miss you all so much - RYL is the first thing i do every morning and the last thing i do everynight -
I'm meant to be packing right now - I hate packing - i have to take so much stuff - my uniform takes a whole case on it's own. I know what will happen - I'll end up doing it the night before i go away and end up shoving in all sorts of things i dont need and leave behind the stuff id - that's what I normally do - you'd think I'd learn wouldn't you - but i never do it's always the same - Oh well nevermind...
I am looking forward to getting back to work and i love being at sea especially in the evenings just standing out on deck listening to the ocean and watching the stars but I am getting really NERVOUS about going.
3 days to go......a.a.a.a.a.g..h
Loneliness with or without people, a feeling that comes from inside
Unable to show your true feelings, Unaware of the things that you hide
A life built around a pretending, feeling things that you think you should feel
A life unaware of it’s ending – is there a chance it could ever turn real?
My Lovely Daughters: Reason[TO]Believe, Bound by Thoughts, and Kija. My Little Sisters: Automatik Teknicolour and Pomegranate. My Big Sister: Lil-Princess. My Neice: forever_lost*
Thanks - I will i promise - i'm gonna be back on here in October to check on you all so I hope that you do the same - we all deserve to be happy and i plan on trying my best to get there - hope you will join me in trying. xxx
Loneliness with or without people, a feeling that comes from inside
Unable to show your true feelings, Unaware of the things that you hide
A life built around a pretending, feeling things that you think you should feel
A life unaware of it’s ending – is there a chance it could ever turn real?
My Lovely Daughters: Reason[TO]Believe, Bound by Thoughts, and Kija. My Little Sisters: Automatik Teknicolour and Pomegranate. My Big Sister: Lil-Princess. My Neice: forever_lost*
Tracy,
thank you that is really sweet of you to say that - i really do hope I have managed to help a few people here - a lot of you have really helped me for sure. I've made some good friends and i worry about leaving them but I know you will all look out for each other and they will be just fine. Look after yourself too. xxx
Loneliness with or without people, a feeling that comes from inside
Unable to show your true feelings, Unaware of the things that you hide
A life built around a pretending, feeling things that you think you should feel
A life unaware of it’s ending – is there a chance it could ever turn real?
My Lovely Daughters: Reason[TO]Believe, Bound by Thoughts, and Kija. My Little Sisters: Automatik Teknicolour and Pomegranate. My Big Sister: Lil-Princess. My Neice: forever_lost*
Have fun! *hugs* We'll miss you and look forward to youc oming back! Look after yourself, be safe and enjoy yourself! It will be funa nd awesome! yay! *hugs again*
Jess
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
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this pic is so i can always remember jen who was my l'il sock monkey friend who has left ryl and i miss her!!! 
