Triggering (SI) - I just need a hug right now.... that's all..
I haven't cut for aaaages...
and like i predicted on a thread a couple of days ago...
all the urges have added up to now.
and i'm extremly upset for no apparent reason
i just want a hug i feel so lonely
As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
thanks guys...
i just have this HUGE urge to... well... feel pain.
just suddenly and out of the blue.....
and i'm controlling it.. but yeah... i feel kinda... all knotted up inside though!
As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
How're you doing now?
You're doing a great job in fighting that urge. Hold onto all that strength you've shown so far.
You can fight this, and you're not alone.
*makes a space next to you and sits down*
Got a box full of huggles too :]
Take care, and you know where I am if you need an ear xx
Change the voices in your head,
Make them like you instead
I know it's difficult, but try and be strong.
It's been a long time since you last cut, that means you've fought this feeling before and therefore you can do it again!
Take care x
"And if I seem a little strange, well, that's because I am."
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hey thanks everyone...
i thought sleep would help but I just ended up dreaming of SI!
and today i'm worse than yesterday!
still fighting though...
As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
