I just want to give up.... :|

[broken-dreams]

I just want to give up right now so badly.

My life is falling apart around me and i'm scared to pick up the peices and carry on incase i get hurt.

There's just nothing left in this world for me...

I just want it to all end!!


PLEASE CAN SOMEONE HELP ME?!!

I think i need professional help because i feel like this EVERYDAY! and i know it's not right....

But i'm scared to get help....

Please?

[Just Believe.]

I'm really sorry you're finding things so hard right now *cuddles*

What in your life do you feel is falling around you? Could you talk abit more about it?

The first step is admitting you need help, so well done for that. What is it about getting help that you are scared of, do you know?

Try and take care, keep talking to us on here and I'm only ever a pm away if you need to talk.

Kirsty x

[broken-dreams]

Everything around me is falling apart.
People don't seem to understand that i'm falling apart & that im only faking a smile and that i really do want help.

But im scared of what they will think....

I just need someone around me...cus i know one of these day's i will just snap and i won't be here anymore....

[Just Believe.]

Have you got any friends/family who you feel able to talk to about how you're feeling just now? Maybe someone who could go and see a doctor with you in order for you to get the help and support it sounds like you need?

[Cazki]

Hey *Big cuddles* Im really sorry that your feeling this and that things are so hard for you. Are you able to talk to us some more about what it is thats causing you to feel like this? Well done for admitting that you need help thats not always an easy thing to admit. Do you have anyone close to you that you could talk to about how your feeling? Please dont end your life thought suicide really isnt the answer, there are lots of different ways you can deal with your problems than ending yourlife. Suicide also effects the people around you in many different ways. They wont say anything horrible to you they will just have a chat with you and ask you questions, maybe you could print off this thread and take that along with you? Please keep talking to us, we are all here for you.

Take care best wishes Ian

[broken-dreams]

yes i do have A friend that i can talk to but everytime i talk to her i just end up saying i'm going to kill myself because i REALLY can't take this ANYMORE.

she say's that she understand's but i don't know if she REALLY TRULY understand's what i feel and what goes on inside my head. . . .

but i'm SCARED to go and see a doctor because he might say that there's nothing wrong with me like he did last time. . . .

right now i just don't want to be here cus it HURT'S so much just being here.. ..

i have run out of option's on what to do...

stay?

go?

if i stayed i would get even MORE hurt and then i probably would end up doing something anyway.

but if i go i'd be hurting my friend/s... family...

but then surely i would be FREE?....

no more hurt.. no more pain and no more feeling like this?